Saturday, December 22, 2007

hello Israel!
hello Rabbis!

Ato,dont be a coconut;
God is trying to talk to you

Friday, December 21, 2007

but i cant help the feeling
i could blow through the ceiling
if i just turn, and run
and it wears me out

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i got a bottle of san mig
a yellow suspender
new shoes and a striped shirt hmmm yellow suspender ;)
imgonnamakeit,outofthisdeepshit

Monday, December 17, 2007

but he knew that she was a truth
he would rather lose
than to have never lain beside at all
and he looked around at all the eyes on the ground
as the tv entertained itself
but he has packed a change of clothes
and it's time to move on

because there's no comfort in the waiting room,just nervous pacers bracing for bad news

Sunday, December 16, 2007

if i could be who you wanted,

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

world feels like caved in,
proper sorry frown

But her eyes glaze over like she’s looking straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

in the neon sign
scrolling up and down

Monday, December 10, 2007

they were just two fucks in lust
and baby that just dont mean much
you taught me not to love
until you showed me what it was

Tuesday, November 27, 2007


Okay, i'm leaving tomorrow
Happy holiday to everyone!
have a great holiday
take care,
don't take drugs

your laughter,takes me from disaster,


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Your Birthdate: December 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September
What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Just look in my eyes
They'll tell you where this could go
lovesick;expressing a lover's longing

Monday, October 29, 2007

and im starting to miss you
havent even a day now,
it is love,
i dont know.
is it real?
i hope so,
for im not sure,
if you ever had a feeling
for me
but we can work it out
"it will be hard,my love",
it will be hard,
but it can be done
so fuck forever,if you dont mind
oh im stuck forever,
in your mind,your mind,your mind
in your mind


Thursday, October 25, 2007

I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
Cause I want your love
But I can't let myself love you

Monday, October 15, 2007

and this is how my $15 camera looked like:








still working perfectly,with mouldy smell and fungus on the lens

Thursday, October 11, 2007

i wish you would say goodnight before i go to sleep
i wish you would text me everyday
i wish you would ask "have you eaten?"
i wish you would accompany me on a bus ride
i wish we could go every night
i wish i could stay back after school,waiting for you
i wish i can send you home everyday
i wish i can show you how much i love you
i wish could kiss you goodbye
but
i wish i can forget you easily
i wish i never get to know you
i wish i never get to the same class as you
i wish you never said all,those promising words
i wish i never hoped this much from you
i wish i would not ended up disappointed
i wish that this moment would never happen
i wish i never get the chance to know you
but you could not be forgotten
and i glad to know you
i went to the same class as you
and those promising words already said
i already hoped very much from you
i ended up disappointed
this moment already happened
but i didnt regret that i got the chance, to know you
Coldplay - Sparks




Saturday, October 6, 2007


I remember when the days were long,
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending..
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
The empty bottles, spent cigarettes.
So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

razzle dazzle ROSE

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

and i will charm,i will slice, i will dazzle them with my wit

Saturday, September 15, 2007

And through the noise I heard a song
You were singing my Cococo
And when you said that nothing’s wrong
I believed you my Cococo
But you were gone when I came through
And I’ll remember you, oh oh oh!
Well some day I’ll dance with you
When I’m dreaming my Cococo

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

heyyy i wonder if anyone visits my blog anndddd i doubt so and the good thing about that?
i can talk bad behind these people,ahaha well im not that kind of ato okay

hey ms sel uhhm, ahaha, i have no idea what is going on in your head but that doesnt mean you are wise and we are stupid. space is limited and we may be unaware of what happening in the next door,and everyone gathers things up to certain level only; unable to reach higher or maybe not yet capable to do so, soooo keep your stories close to your chest?

Friday, September 7, 2007

and you eat just because you have to
and you sleep just because you have to
and you sit just because you have to
and you talk just because you have to
and you angry just because you have to
and you sad just because you have to
and you laugh just because you have to
and you work just because you have to
and its a good song, really
Erik Satie - Trois Gymnopedies 1

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Wednesday is over, it's over again
said she's not sorry the wind blows her way
accidents happen, there's one planned today

wish it was not true
But that's the way it is
It's not your fault
that's the way it is
I'm sick of you
and that's the way it is
and will always be

but that's not your problem
that's not my problem

that's not your problem
that's not a problem


yellow yellow i just got mine today

Camera Obscura- Lloyd, I'm Ready To Be Heartbroken

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

what do people usually write on their first post?hmmmm
oh well,im making a pinhole camera made from a matchbox, but i havent bought the film yet anddd these 3 days i never went out,mould mould


ooh i found a pub where we can probably hold our first gig!

and i want this pocket camera,
badly