Saturday, December 20, 2008

Chris Martin : Look at the stars dei, look how they shine for you

hehehehehe

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hi, introducing.....my swimming buddies!



khai 'body kong'


dan-'hisap kon'-ial

Happy 4 month for us
Happy birthday to Khai my swimming buddy
Happy birthday to me (someone wish me happy birthday! i might give you something)
and for the three consecutive days (16th,17th,18th) im goody goody

Thursday, December 4, 2008

i can talk 2 birds!
as im writing tis
birds outside my window talkin 2 me
yowyow yow
and as we walked the rain started
The leaves softened with every step

Friday, November 28, 2008

my mum asked me to do more constructive things these holidays

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Friday, November 7, 2008



list of words that i cant pronounce correctly:
-calculator
-a maths
-whiskas
-batmobile
-ultra compact camera
hehehehe

Thursday, October 16, 2008



Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

You're just like a dream ;)

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

photo of my gangster chinese teacher:


(K)

i like mushroom, i like your lips

Monday, September 29, 2008

With this post I credit Tan Hui Ling Joan for the pictures I took from her blog on september the 29th

I thanked her for her kindness,


tell me that this is good enough! ahahahhaha (:

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I feel geeky studying until midnight everyday
and nuts about arts, is driving me nuts
12:51

Monday, September 22, 2008



my results are ugly

i dont like you, you dont understand,
fuck off, i cant stand you

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

HAPPY

1
st
month

:D

!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

that is what you'll get when you mix a (irritating) dog/mouse/spider and a (irritating) cat/deer/sloth/ cockroach

Thursday, September 11, 2008

this love makes my world
go round
and round, like carousel;
and magic wand

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

fucking new-breeds
shoo
construction noise all day long
library is my retreat
with my Baileys along
I found my treat

I can compliment you on the scent of your hair
Give me marks out of ten for the clothes I wear

:P''''''

Monday, September 1, 2008

Sunday, August 24, 2008


pardon the matrep face
;D

Saturday, August 23, 2008

i just dont want to lose someone like you

Tuesday, August 19, 2008



corny but it's okay, my will is good

Sunday, August 17, 2008

i feel jumpy
and my heart feels bubbly
:D

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Friday, August 15, 2008

i want to stroke her hair

Monday, August 11, 2008

Saturday, August 9, 2008

mr kong said i looked sad,
he didnt know what happened at the backstage earlier* ahaha ;D

*we drank


im young, im still young
but im becoming old, im growing old


Sunday, August 3, 2008

I went out to holland v with Cat de Luna ytd(:....anddddddddd crashed singfest for the second time in 2 years!

we picked the wrist bands thrown by people on the flo
or, get through the security and, was there when Travis started playing.

This year's free liquor: Bombay Sapphire
freeloader. you people will pay, i wont

Friday, August 1, 2008

you people are vampires

Monday, July 28, 2008

Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love

Maths way:
Love = real
Love = feeling
Love = touch
Love = reaching
I fucked up my a maths,oh I drew the graph wrongly for e maths too! and did I mention I screwed my physics?

2 plus 2 equals 5


Sunday, July 27, 2008

I want a Contax RTS

!!!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

clubbed in school uniform

Monday, July 21, 2008

I caught a glimpse,
but it's been forgotten




Saturday, July 19, 2008

weed, grass, sayur, hemp, sticky, joint

You're going to reap just what you sow

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Have a great week ahead!
*i'm in a good mood


Thursday, July 10, 2008


HA!


"you want to fight the contender with me? after school"
"cannot uh, i got bio after school"
wtf with master shin fu

"you want ah, you want ah, you want ah can just see me"

Friday, July 4, 2008

He didnt know what this would lead to


Tuesday, July 1, 2008

there's nothing to say yet

Saturday, June 21, 2008

back to (fucking) school

oh well, these holidays, i didnt study at all.
Highlights of holidays:

-went indon with deniz, bought new-secondhand shirts for barely $5 each

-eat alot of junk, gained 2 kgs

-went jamming with Telecast

-ended up at sungei rd with the guy who sold me films earlier that day

-bought 'new' bag which cost 50 cents

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

There will be time when all the things she said will fill my head

Sunday, June 15, 2008

i should be thankful

fate = car - steering wheel

Friday, June 13, 2008

she sucks young blood

Your day breaks, your mind aches.
You find that all the words of kindness linger on, when she no longer needs you.
She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry because she no longer needs you.


You stay home, she goes out.
She says that long ago she knew someone, but now he's gone; she doesn't need him.



she thinks its okay to say love without really meant it
she's a hard braker




Wednesday, June 4, 2008

so once again, indon is a fucked up country
but not that bad with deniz here!

deniz could ride vespa already! wooh

Friday, May 30, 2008

you wont stay for long in my mind
Love was the egg. see,
and it was born in a cloud, with silver lining
But it broke - i mean it hatched on the ground.


See, do you remember,
what its like to wake up in her love nest
get it?
love nest. but now she's gone


Saturday, May 24, 2008

never there
you never there, you never ever ever ever ever there

i just got a letter from MINDEF
and i have to register for ns asap
FUCK

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

WOW!
He sucks, seriously


"
are you sleepy, are you sleepy, smoke sheesha, smoke sheesha"


Julian

Julian & Juliet

Air Hostesses

Monday, May 12, 2008



ratatatattatatattatattaa
kaboooom!

plob plob plob plob plob

bulthaup bulthaup
bulthaup

wow, it took one month and a half to get my comp repaired,
but i wish i never knew what is a computer, sighhhh
.songs gone
.pictures gone
.everything gone
fucked up.
he, who just discovered the used and a7x, thinks he's very cool.
suck it

"and when i see you, i really see you upside down;
but my brain knows better, it picks you and turns you round; you are perfect, flawless"



Sunday, April 20, 2008

botak thoughts # 9

Hi, I dont miss my hair, not at all

Saturday, April 12, 2008

hangover

I'll take a quiet life/

a handshake of carbon monoxide/

with no alarms and no surprises/

Silent/silence.

it's hopeless; much like an effort in wiping out hunger around the world with a pack of frozen peas

Nyah, i love Johnny Greenwood

A heart that's full up like a landfill,
bruises that won't heal.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy

Sunday, April 6, 2008

all the girls could never make me love them the way i loved you
i suddenly want to blog like a typical blogger

yesterday wasss funnnnnn!
went jamming, oh no, went sungei rd when the sun was fucking hot
then went jamming around 4 but but the most fun part was swimming!
yes what? swimming. ahaha deniz khai and i were swimming like tadpoles
4 hrs non stop and only stopped at 10
im glad we had done something healthy during the weekends and not junking like dickheads, then well, went home about 12 and fell asleep right away

Choose us. choose life. choose mortgage payments; choose washing machines; choose cars; choose fucking big television; choose sitting on a couch watching mind-numbing game shows, stuffing junk food intae yir mooth. Choose rotting away, pishing and shiteing yersel in a home; a total fucking embarrasment tae the selfish, fucked-up brat ye've produced. Choose life.



Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Kannan: ya lah Haiqal, see, you look like a slut
Ato: yah, a 1 out-of 5 slut,ahaha
Haiqal: (paused) ahahaha BASTARD!

Haiqal: what is the smelliest animal?
Ato & Kannan: you lah, then?
Haiqal: .... okay the answer is octopus
Ato: why?
Haiqal: octopus got 8 armpits

okay, i hope i'll remember you two for life

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Standing on the top of a mountain;
staring at the blue sky dreaming of the ocean and the day I had with you

And that's just cause he's had a couple of cans
He thinks it's alright to act like a dickhead

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

nay, im feeling really sick today

and now,i'll be sleeping with my bedroom windows open

hey wind,whisper in my ear;

soothing.

Friday, March 21, 2008

My comp had changed his mind
instead of crashing, he cured himself! (:
I'll call him peter from now on,


Hi Peter, I love to have you back!

i love you, i would like to have you back too
sigh.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

In my imagination,
you are cast in gold.
Your image is a compensation,
for me to hold.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

"Love breaks through the shell
and leaves him exposed and vulnerable as
nothing else can"
"Why gave it such supreme place in your life,
to someone who,
in the end will only disappoint you?"

balls, school starts tomorrow
and Mas Selamat, where are you?

Saturday, March 15, 2008

oh, maybe you dont remember this

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Desire
Is

Individual
Happiness
Is
Common

Sunday, March 9, 2008

incubus rocked the shit
and because of that i almost lost my voice and hearing
and yesterday was jamming session again, and i had to sing for the day
and we had found the tune for the 3rd original

and and and i guess that's all;
and the fact that this month's money will be very very tight, bothering me much
and i have tons of homeworks lurking on the corner of my table
and today i feel:yes, yellow

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

after much hardwork and a little bit of perseverance:
I MANAGED TO PASS MY PHYSICS
and even got a WELL DONE! written on my paper


so there is a rainbow after the rain
and now, there i go studying e maths



nah,for you

Sunday, March 2, 2008

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me you love me
Come back and hold me
I want to rush to the start

how i wish, is how i wish,
we can be like we used to be before
(take me back to the start,please) i feel miserable
i want you

Saturday, March 1, 2008

3 videos
same concept:
click here here and here
okay
here is Thom Yorke (a
gain)


and yesterday was THE PINHOLES!

he sure looks like Danial Azzhair ahah


Random Pics:

credits: i forgot?

credits: adeline

credits: sam
great,Im bored
and sometimes i wonder why,
whenever i was drunk,
little thoughts can be such endless thoughts
that led me into sleepless night

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

judging from the amount of hours i had spent studying,
i think i can ace my physics paper tomorrow


I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you


Sunday, February 24, 2008

whoa, I had a nightmare last night
I got overdosed on cough syrup then died

drowned in a pool of cough syrup,
thick purple

I keep falling over and passing out
when I see a face like you,
what am I coming to?
I'm gonna melt down

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I love maths
I love physics
I love chemistry

Exam results freaked me out, i should stop talking to Kannan and Haiqal.
I'll try to love the subjects, ask them to cooperate with me.


ato ^
I forgot how it feels like to get good results



Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

love love love love love lust love
love love love love love love hate
love love lies love love love love
love high love love love love love
love love love love love love over




been thinking about you
and there's no rest
should I still love you
but I'm playing with myself
what do you care?
when the other men are far far better
I've been thinking about you
so how can you sleep
what do you care?
when I'm not there




Monday, February 11, 2008

I was feeling insecure
I was dreaming of the past
And my heart was beating fast
I was trying to catch your eyes
Oh,I'm just a jealous guy

and i cant help but to feel jealous whenever your handphone is in your hand
and you are messaging someone

Saturday, February 9, 2008


You'd be like Heaven to touch,
I wanna hold you so much.

Monday, February 4, 2008


vegetable
i'm not a vegetable

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

im getting sick of Kannan's yo momma jokes
yo momma's so fat, when she fell in love, she broke it

Saturday, January 26, 2008

there's a bright shiny sunny day / beyond the storm :)

Thursday, January 24, 2008

oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this

oh elise it doesn't matter what you do
i know i'll never really get inside of you
to make your eyes catch fire
the way they should
the way the blue could pull me in
if they only would
at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else
that hides away
from me and you
there're worlds to part
with aching looks and breaking hearts
and all the prayers your hands can make
oh i just take as much as you can throw
and then throw it all away
oh i throw it all away
like throwing faces at the sky
like throwing arms round
yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do

elise believe me i never wanted this
i thought this time you'd keep all of your promises
i thought you were the girl i always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out

so elise
it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this

and every time i try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as i pick it up
it runs away through my clutching hands
but there's nothing else i can really do
there's nothing else i can really do
there's nothing else
i can really do
at all

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Still at the god damn bus stop. Future Tense has wandered off. Present Tense must have got bored of waiting and hopped on the blue line. Cars scream by overhead on the freeway. The #11 finally turns the corner and approaches the huddled masses under the freeway. The bus pulls up and stops. The doors do not open. The driver looks at me. He opens a packet of Marlboro reds, and waits.

no,i'm not saying its your fault

Monday, January 21, 2008

tomorrow gets closer, a purple bulldozer
is calling you on the phone
my body's in shambles
encrusted with brambles
that sharpen the air I breathe


Jessica Simpson, where has your love gone,
its not in your music, no
Jessica, Jessica Simpson, you've got it all wrong
your fraudulent smile, the way that you faked it the day that you died

Sunday, January 20, 2008



The breath of the morning
I keep forgetting
The smell of the warm summer air

I live in a town
Where you can't smell a thing
You watch your feet
For cracks in the pavement

Up above
Aliens hover
Making home movies
For the folks back home

Of all these weird creatures
Who lock up their spirits
Drill holes in themselves
And live for their secrets

They're all uptight
Uptight.. Uptight, Uptight,Uptight..

I wish that they'd swoop down in a country lane
Late at night when I'm driving
Take me on board their beautiful ship
Show me the world as I'd love to see it

I'd tell all my friends
But they'd never believe
They'd think that I'd finally lost it completely

I'd show them the stars
And the meaning of life
They'd shut me away
But I'd be all right
All right..

I'm just uptight
Uptight.. Uptight,Uptight,Uptight...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

I just want to be your slave
You ain't got nothing I want, but...
I want it all
I just can't figure out...
Nothing

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Sunday, January 13, 2008


woooh okay so yesterday was THE S.I.G.I.T live @ esplanade
and what a shame seyy,i caught them in sg and not in indon andd after 3 cans of amsterdam + heineken,yes i was dead drunk

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

you got a lure i cant deny,but you had your chance so say goodbye

Sunday, January 6, 2008

OH
Egypt!

whoosh


crossing nile river


psychedelic-looking abu dhabi airport

ok bye!