Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Just look in my eyes
They'll tell you where this could go
lovesick;expressing a lover's longing

Monday, October 29, 2007

and im starting to miss you
havent even a day now,
it is love,
i dont know.
is it real?
i hope so,
for im not sure,
if you ever had a feeling
for me
but we can work it out
"it will be hard,my love",
it will be hard,
but it can be done
so fuck forever,if you dont mind
oh im stuck forever,
in your mind,your mind,your mind
in your mind


Thursday, October 25, 2007

I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
Cause I want your love
But I can't let myself love you

Monday, October 15, 2007

and this is how my $15 camera looked like:








still working perfectly,with mouldy smell and fungus on the lens

Thursday, October 11, 2007

i wish you would say goodnight before i go to sleep
i wish you would text me everyday
i wish you would ask "have you eaten?"
i wish you would accompany me on a bus ride
i wish we could go every night
i wish i could stay back after school,waiting for you
i wish i can send you home everyday
i wish i can show you how much i love you
i wish could kiss you goodbye
but
i wish i can forget you easily
i wish i never get to know you
i wish i never get to the same class as you
i wish you never said all,those promising words
i wish i never hoped this much from you
i wish i would not ended up disappointed
i wish that this moment would never happen
i wish i never get the chance to know you
but you could not be forgotten
and i glad to know you
i went to the same class as you
and those promising words already said
i already hoped very much from you
i ended up disappointed
this moment already happened
but i didnt regret that i got the chance, to know you
Coldplay - Sparks




Saturday, October 6, 2007


I remember when the days were long,
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending..
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
The empty bottles, spent cigarettes.
So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on.